FeaR is pissed again. (Sewege forum = My new livejournal) Oh boy.

[Expunge]

Highly unlikely that I'm going to be able to come to the lan tomorrow, according to my mom. Apperantly I have responsibilites to take care of at the house. When I asked her what I had to do, she managed to urk out an "uhhh" and an "errrr". So basically, she has no reason to attempt to ruin the last two days of my spring break (I spent all 9 of the other days WORKING.) This is so ******* bullshit that I dont know what I'm going to ******* do with myself. They put me in the tiniest fucking room anyone has ever seen in their life, thinking that it was time/I was ready to leave. X months later, here I am. Still absolutely no freedom (Yes, I'm ******* 19 years old, and YES I think this is a HUGE pile of BULLSHIT.) My truck is READY FOR THE ROAD, and apperantly my stupid ******* mom thinks that it needs to be WASHED before I can GET INSURANCE AND DRIVE THE FUCKING THING. I worked on that truck EVERY NIGHT until 8pm this week, and I took MY TIME off work to fucking do that. Now I'm getting bitched at for being lazy/worthless/etc. WHAT THE ****.

On top of this, I am quite pissed off at my own ability to suck at life/everything. I NEVER have any money, no matter how much I get paid, or how much time I spend working, something ALWAYS goes wrong at the perfect time just so I can be left with a bank account balance of less than 5 dollars every time I run to the bank to cash another paycheck. I must've spent easily 500 dollars on that truck in the last month. College tuition (Which I have to pay for) has put me 780 dollars in the hole with my parents again. I JUST paid them off last month, and it was the best feeling in the world... In two weeks, I owe the government 300 dollars. HOORAY for employers who are too damn lazy to deduct taxes from my paychecks (GG BP) so I get this 300 dollar lump of crap dumped on my head at the worst time possible. I cant ever save money. I'm always worrying about how I'm going to get to work for the next week, and I never get the chance to spend any of it on something I would actually want. Even then, if I do manage to find a spare penny, MY MOM FLIPS ME CRAP FOR SPENDING IT.

IM SICK OF IT. I'm a GROWN MAN, sitting at home without a PENNY to his ******* name. I hate every day that I'm stuck in this shithole, I cant wait to leave.

Oh yeah, and being lonely all the time really just puts the icing on the "kake".

That is all.

:mad::mad::mad:

[Sonome]

Wow... that's all I have to say... Is wow....

Oh, and your mums a bitch =x Can I torture her in some sadistic way? Because that's just horribley unfair. You should be able to do what the fuck you want. And that's just not happening. It seems as if shes treating you as if you're persay 17 or something. Like you're still a little child that needs taking care of and having to follow everything she says o.o

Yeah.. shutting up now... Just my input. =x

[Reinforcements]

OMFG <3

You know, you put me into a gleefull rage of hate. I love it in a sadistic way. Hearing about your shit you wade through waste deep is like a bonding agent stronger than duct tape. Gimmie a hug.

I cannot save anything either. Infact, I always owe people money every check. I live at home in the basement. My dad things I'm lazy/need a "real" job.

I finally understand how Vader and the Emperior felt when they thought they had Luke filled with evil. I allways wanted to know why they wanted more evil people so badly, but now I understand.

It's lonely when you control hate.

I think you should say, "Fuck the lan, I'm gonna go eat lunch with Jesse tommorow and fuck some people up."

Please, be my apprentice. I'm so happy.

[Reinforcements]

HAHA MY HATE HAS BEEN UNLEASHED!!!!!
I CANT READ WHAT YOU SAID SONOME BUT GO DO SOMETHING MEAN TO YOUR SELF!!!!!
BWAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AND YOU TOO ALL YOU PEOPLE I HATE EVEN MORE.
TRUST ME SONOME, YOU AREN'T EVEN CLOSE TO MY TOP HATED. DON'T FEEL TOO LUCKEY.

[DiscoDave]

I CANT READ WHAT YOU SAID SONOME BUT GO DO SOMETHING MEAN TO YOUR SELF
Be nice.

[Chuwawah]

I spent 264 hours of my summer working to buy the car that caught on fire.

I spent 357 hours of my non-school time working 2 jobs to still be 500 short of a new car.

I spent the last 8 months beating my head against the wall called "marisa" because I cant have her, and so any other girl, no matter how 'adventursome' is meaningless to me.

I have a 2.10 GPA

WoW, ut2k4, HL2, CS, BF, DC, NS, NFSU2, S:P, and T:V all have no real fun value after the first 30 minutes or so.

I'm angry, but shit son, its life :dance: and remember:

ove, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love.
There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
It's easy.
There's nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be in time
It's easy.
All you need is love, all you need is love,
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love.
All you need is love, all you need is love,
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
There's nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy.
All you need is love, all you need is love,
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
All you need is love (all together now)
All you need is love (everybody)
All you need is love, love, love is all you need.

[Chuwawah]

Oh, and if love doesnt work out:

I love my computer
you make me feel alright
every waking hour
and every lonely night
I love my computer
for all you give to me
predictable errors and no identity
and it's never been quite so easy
I've never been quite so happy
all I need to do is click on you
and we'll be joined
in the most soul-less way
and we'll never
ever ruin each other's day
cuz when I'm through I just click
and you just go away
I love my computer
you're always in the mood
I get turned on
when I turn on you
I love my computer
you never ask for more
you can be a princess
or you can be my whore
and it's never been quite so easy
I've never been quite so happy
the world outside is so big
but it's safe in my domain
because to you
I'm just a number
and a clever screen name
all I need to do is click on you
and we'll be together for eternity
and no one is ever gonna take my love
from me because I've got security,
her password and a key

[night3218]

GAH TOO MANY MULTICOLORED WORDS IN THIS THREAD!!

:burst:

[night3218]

Hey reinforcements and I on your hated list too?

[Reinforcements]

First, this is not the lyrics thread.

Second, no Night. You are not hated.

Third, ha, loser. I ended high school woth a 1.85 gpa. Then got a 3.8 in my one symenter at Whatcom.

[Sonome]

First of all, I think people should be a little more nice =x furthermore, The reason Reinforcements doesnt like me is a little childish, holy shit because I gave him a hug. Wtf is wrong with that. It's pretty pathetic when I 13 yr. old CHILD can be less childish than someone quite older. It's quite sad. Sure, Yes, I am childish at times. But Thats a really STUPID fucking reason to be pissed at someone.

Also, Chuwawah, First song = YAY Beatles =x And, well, agreed.

Furthermore, I don't wish to be hated, so why the fuck would I feel "lucky" over being hated? That makes no goddamn sense. *Sigh* So in all kindness. Reinforcements though you cannot see this. Go to hell.

[Stupid]

I <3 Cody
:spam: to you dude

[Reinforcements]

HAHA!!! What you don't know, is that I read your replys after I say anything bad about you right before.
1-I hate you because I do. Not because of the hug. Well, the hug helps too.
2-Okay. I'll go to hell. Oh, wait, no, it doesn't exist, so I'm fine.
3-Anyone should feel privilaged ot be hated by me.

I will now not read what you reply. I'll just be psychic.

[Sonome]

...I fucking give up *walks off*

[Chuwawah]

lol reading with all of sonomajoes posts ignored makes the sewage forum so much more appealing :spam: :spam: :spam: :spam: :spam:

[Sonome]

I'm glad me being ignored make it more appealing =x

[Reinforcements]

I will guess that Sodomojo, being pissed, has said that she loves being ignored or somehting? Am I right?
Or did I finally win? Did she concede?
Did she have twice the fervor she had and not wants to hate me more....

[Expunge]

...I fucking give up *walks off*
I'm glad me being ignored make it more appealing =x
I know you probably clicked the "read post" button anyway...

[Sonome]

eh I never hated Reinforcements wtf? if, thats what he was saying that is...

[Shadow]

Yea, life sucks....especially right now.

[Sonome]

Yea, life sucks....especially right now.

Sucks? Sucks?! Try Blows. Try going into Supreme Court thismorning and having to see your father, after 3 months (almost four) not being able to make eye contact or speak to him at all, no waveing, nothing. No contact of any sort, and having to look at him, walk in, in shackles, shackled to other men from the whatcom county jail. And I don't mean those little-ass silver chains, I'm talking SHACKLES. And knowing you can't even say "I love you" to your own fucking biological father, or even a simple hi. I cried my eyes out for fuckssakes. I cried for almost the full hour as they went through the 6 people that were in custody all the while sobbing and stareing feeling horrible depressed and scratching at the cuts on my wrists and arms. Try that and THAN tell me Life sucks. I can't even speak to him until May 9th. and even then I may not be able to speak to him, the Judge may be an asshole and deicde not to drop the no contact... Now tell me you're life sucks again :stare:

[Verbal]

Man, I'm sorry Sonome. =\

[Shadow]

Wow, that's bad.

[Sonome]

*looks at her post* Okay... at first that really wasn't what I wanted to type... eh. Oh well. But thanks anyways =x eh last night I ended up crying myself to sleep and didnt get to sleep till 6am =x ((why I wasnt at school)) than just recently woke up =x lol None the less, thanks verbal =x much appreciated. First person who has actually given a flying fuck about it >.>

[Farvneho]

...I fucking give up *walks off*
*whacks off*

[Chuwawah]

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